Bittersweet

Well my move date has moved up a week :\\

In a week I will be blogging this from my new home. This is a very emotional and trying time for me. I have grown so close to all of you this past year. I am so sorry for having not done this sooner. Time is precious, savor every moment you have with each other. Im crying as I write this because I realize how much I took for granted and no matter how much you appreciate something in hindsight you will always wish you had appreciated more.

I saw part of that movie the holiday today. Good plot, Queen Latifa has some disease that is supposed to kill her soon. So quits her job, withdraws all of her money and goes to some fancy foreign country and stays in the bling bling hotel. She does all kinds of crazy things and influences all kinds of people. She lives every day as if she would drop dead tomorrow. What a concept...think about it. Think about having to live with the possibility of every day, every minute being our last...oh yea, WE DO! Our time on this earth is not guaranteed. FAR FROM IT! No one knows the hour. What about our lost friends that we'll "get around too". What if that chance never comes?

Our lives were meant to be intentional weapons and ministers for christ. Not accidental evangelists. Our every word, and action should make Christs' name famous. We should be exemplefying Him through the way we talk, and play sports, sing, dance, drive, shop. Everything should be a direct representation of Christ's love.

Well its 1:30 in the morning, I have to be at the car place by 8 so im gonna crash.

PLEASE COMMENT!!!

Dosen't time fly? Our lives are in fast forward...we miss the beauty of living in God's realm because of our fast paced america. God is a God of tranquility. When was the last time we just sat back and gawked at the beauty of Gods creation? The last time we considered the intriquite nature of christ's every design? Walk outside and look around. After soaking it in take your bare hands and create tree's from nothing.

Honor the majesty of a God worth fearing. Ours is a powerful yet loving friend. God is good and His timing is magnificent. Our timing sucks, no explanations neccessary we know nothing when it comes to the realm of eternity.

July 15th

I've been on the phone all day trying to get ahold of the school library to get the prices for my books. It is freaking aggrivating! So I had to make that uncomfortable can I have $20,000 call to my grandparents today but I survived. Getting ready for High School Camp, i'm so pumped about what God is doing in us already and is going to do at camp but i'm also sad because this will be my last student center event as a student :( . My years here have been amazing and the people i've met have shaped and molded me into a man of God and thats partially why i'm so burdened to stay connected with everyone. God is good and his provisions outlast all of our desires, so as V always says

Let go and let God

"To know God, and to make God known"